January 2010
Donald, Lisa, Kris, Jonathan, Katherine.
I love you guys. More than I’ve ever loved anybody. You guys, you guys are my rocks. The things that keep me sane. Thank you (:
lolz.
New Years...?
It’s gonna be a new year in about four hours. And I seriously doubt things are going to get better. Hah, things probably won’t be better. I’ve decided to spend the night inside. Well, my dad told me to stay inside. But he’s probably going to tell me I could go back outside, but I don’t want to. I love spending time with Katherine and Jonathan, but I’m physically...
December 2009
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Save Me, Please.
My house is hell.
I don’t want to be here anymore. Ive never wanted to be back at Job Corps this badly before.
At least there I have a couple of people who care about me.
Fuck this shit.
I like you alot
and you are very much aware of this. But you constantly confuse me. Maybe you’re not trying to. Maybe you think it’s clear that you don’t like me in that way. But really, it’s not. Or at least, I don’t think it is. I’ve been thinking about you and us for a while now. And I can see where things got a little bad, and its my fault. It is, I understand that. But,...
Hmm, So It's Not As Bad As I Thought.
Yea, I’m gonna keep this little blog thing.(:
And I think I’m gonna stop smoking weed.
It’s been almost a week since I’ve smoked.
And somebody pointed something out..
I’m not dead.
So, I think I can do it.
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Ahhhhh.
I fucking hate this. Being depressed. I don’t understand how it works. I don’t understand why its even here. Depression, I mean. It doesn’t help anybody. Why can’t everybody just be happy? Why does ‘God’ have to punish people, and make then have random rushes of sadness? I don’t quite understand the logic behind this.
This shit is boring.
I don’t understand why I got one of these shits in the first place. I honestly find it pointless. But, whatever. I already went through the trouble of making it. So I might as well keep it.
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Rain, Rain, Go Away.
I love it when it rains (: It makes me calm.